So one day somebody asks you how you feel and instead of telling the truth you reel off a list of things you think they want to hear because its easier that way and so they treat you like this completely different person because all they know about you is misinformation, and you gradually detach yourself from all your actions thinking:
“Oh I don’t know why I don’t mean what I say
I don’t know why I don’t feel what I say
You have been lying about your feeling for so long that you’ve forgotten who you are!”
You got to blame somebody for all your fucking mistakes
So someone else will pay for all the bad choices that you make
And it is all your fault that you feel angry like you do
But you cannot admit it and you’re stuck thinking:
“Now I don’t feel so fucking good”Reuben| Blamethrower


